Seriously, just for a minute

I feel the need to be serious for a minute because things haven't been all happy and go lucky lately. Have you ever had one of those days/weeks/etc where nothing seems right, and your heart breaks at even the smallest things. And no, I'm not talking about pms, I'm talking about deep feelings that have been buried so deep down inside that when something triggers them, even the tiniest thing, it drives you mad. Thats what I'm talking about.
So I pulled out my guitar last night, and I just can't seem to play, my mind is blank and I have no music left in me. So it was quite a shock today when I was working out and words started to spill into my brain. This was what was in my heart, my feelings at the time, you can take them or leave them, but don't apply them to you personally. These are my feelings.
there must've been angels around my bed that night
Hey, we dont want this one
Hell you can have this one
They left without leaving grace
The only thing they gave me was this face
My mother told me God chose me
the only thing He chose was a vessel
A vessel He wanted to change
I was empty, and kept getting left behind
Too bad the only thing left in me was this mind
Nothing, no one has ever left me filled
The only thing I know, from that time before
was that He left me, and I was empty.
There is nothing now, no one to hold
Nothing left to be told, the only thing still in this empty vessel
is this mind.
believe if you want
believe if you must,
but I was left, no love given
too much taken
I was left empty.
anyway, take it how you will, but I'm excersising my artistic liscense with this poem/or draft, whatever you want to call it, but don't take it too seriously. Its just me, blowing off steam, letting it out.
anyway, ya'll have a good day, and don't lie. Lying hurts people, maybe not as much as You can see, but it does. Think about that.

The Lady