Its been a long time...

Myspace got its hooks into me. But I'm back. Primarily because I can't go to myspace while I'm here at the college. They have blocks....against myspace... why can't more places have that? I think the myspace culture is totally ripping things apart while "bring people closer together". Awwwwww, ain't that sweet? ..........whatever. But I'm back and thats the important thing. Sure I'm going to be going back and forth, but don't hold that against me because I am just like everyone else...kind of. In that way. sort of. ..
anywho.
I hate it when people say "anywho" but it does add something to the blog, what can I say?
I'll be around. Post me!

Po Sickies Time

Well, it seems that Jinje has gone and gotten sick. I hate it when he's sick, his joie de vive is severely slackened, and I just hate that. I don't like that he's in pain and sniffley. It sucks. I just hope he gets better quickly. I love you Jinje.

So I am at a cross roads. I'm feeling better than I was on Wednesday, except now my headache is back and that sucks, but I was planning on going home early today, now our afternoon here at the office is starting to fill out, and I don't want to leave the doctor here by himself, but I really want to go home.
I'm staying, I just don't want to.

Saturday we were supposed to go visit my family, but as we are sickies, I doubt we will. Sunday we were supposed to do a tea party thing, but I doubt that will happen either, because jinje has to work, and everyone is ill, and the place is becoming a mess again. poop. And this weekend was supposed to be fun and enjoyable. It sounds like its going to suck and go by quickly like the last one.

This is my last "full" week here at work before I start my other job full time. Its crazy. But I'll still be doing Monday and Wednesday afternoons, which will be alright. Extra money, that will be nice. Seeing as how I've got to pay my part of the Discover bill, and the couch and Costco before I start school. I want to begin with an empty slate, so to speak, that way I won't need to worry about owing any money when it starts getting tight for me.

ugh, I don't feel well, so this post sucks, but just thought I'd update.

The Lady

Christal's Christmas List

Okay, so I was just looking at jinje's site...(again)...and I I just don't know what to get him for christmas. I have a few ideas, but for something really special... I just don't know, so to help, I'm going to suggest posting our lists on our blogs. They can be needs, wants, or just wacky sh*t that you don't really want and or need but would be hI-larious to have around the house....like curtains.
So here's mine:

- Digital voice recorder -(for school)
- College level calculator
- $$ for books
- a coupon/gift certificate for a day at a spa
- curtains (seriously)
- paino - perferrably electric, sit down paino, (not on an X stand), w/sustain pedal, weighted keys, grand piano sound is a MUST HAVE, but any other voices I would consider a bonus and give kisses, oh, and 66 keys, 88 is fine to, but minimum 66 keys.
- Gum (Orbit, the 14 piece packs. I like Bubble mint and spearmint, and the light blue one.)
- Craft supplies.....I don't know....whatever is a good starter kit. That would be nice.
- A part time job that pays well

So thats about it, unless I'm forgetting something, but those are the things that I have been thinking about lately.

Okay people, its your turn.

The Lady

PS -- Sha, Blog!

Brownies

god, that sounds soo good right now. Something chocolate anyhow. I'm resorting to gnoshing on the cocoa powder in hot chocolate packets. yummy. oh well.
So yeah, I'm pms-ing just in case the world wanted to know. It sucks so bad. I hate it. Its the kind of thing that makes you say that you're never going to have children. I couldn't imagine having a child during pms. His/her daddy would have to take them out for a while. But hopefully I'll be almost done with that crap by the time my kids are old enough to follow my example.
I've resolved not to have any children until I'm in my thirties. I really don't want any little ones now. Not yet. I've still got a lot of work to do.

I think that because I''m working on going back to college my nightmares are going away, hopefully... *knocks on wood* But about the job/money sitch....I just don't know. I'm definitely going to start investing though. Hopefully that will work out. At least my money will be doing something for me. :)

Well.....I was just going through jinjelsnaps (dot com) blog, and thought about blogging about brownies, so really, thats just about it.

ta ta!

The Lady Rosemary

College

So let this stand as a piece of history that our children will learn from.

SAVE YOUR MONEY!!!!!

I live with Jinje and Sha, and paying over $500 in rent for a 3/2 apartment. Thats over $1600 in rent .......poopy. And now the office that I'm working at will be closing in December, (I have mixed feelings on that, but I want to talk with my boy about that before I talk to you all.), and my source of income will suddenly not be there anymore. Its really scary. I DO NOT want to go back to our arrangement in Santa Rosa, but it will be hard to go to school and work at the same time, and work enough to make enough dough to pay rent, and car bills, and books, and apartment bills. This is so scary and discouraging. I know that Jinje is always telling me to not worry about it and that everything will turn out alright. I really want it to, but I almost can't see that happening. Maybe its just pessimisticism, but it really is truly discouraging when the car is breaking and you're going to be out of work, and you have money on your mind, and not the good kind.

I want to work my butt off and have enough $$ saved up for a house and a wedding and for kids, but that will take a very long time. If I do school full time, (to get my MBA) it will take me 5 years, and $$ wise it will be a little over $300 a semester at the Jr. College, (not including books), and thats just the first two years, so thats $1,250.73. Roughly. .....I don't know, but the point I'm trying to make is that, I have no idea how much the S.U. will be. There is a silver lining though, for my fifth year, when I'm working on getting my Masters degree, I can take night classes and work during the day. I can only hope that I can hold out that long. 4 years is a long time, and I could fail. I don't want to, but its something I have nightmares about, and I am afraid of. God, that would seriously put me back. .....

I think I'm worrying again. Poop.

Speaking of poo, I've been working out lately. In the office that I work in, we recently had a patient who owns a gym, and in exchange for treatment, I get to work out over there for free. Super huh?? I'm working on losing weight. And I've gained it. 5 friggin pounds. HOW THE HECK IS THAT POSSIBLE?????? ggrrrrrrrr. And I've got shin splints (sp?). I don't rightly know how, but I've got em. It hurts. But I want to lose in the area of 20 to 30 pounds, which would have me at 5'2'' and105l b s. If I could get it down to 110 or 108 I would be happy and maintain there, but we'll see how everything goes.

Who else thinks that Jared Leto is too pretty to be taken seriously?? I just really want to do his make up or something. Blush, eye powder and liner, and lipstick. Seriously, we were watching Alexander (biggest waste of time EVER, the only reason I would even suggest it to anyone is because it has my Angie girl in it, but the f*ck wads didn't even give her a big part), and that was the gayest thing in the world. I still have nightmares about seeing Colin Farrells balls. (gak! icky) I was expecting something so much better, and I was sadly disappointed, but Leto was in that movie and I have to say, good casting on their part. He could totally be a gay guy. Now I'm not saying that he isn't good looking, because he is, just...too pretty.

Anywho, I get to go home now. Ya freaks.

I will write more at a more appropriate time.

Yours Truly,

The Lady Rosemary

All About Jinje

OKay, so I was just going over some old posts in jinjelsnaps blog, and I came to a realization- I have one of the best, most wonderful, optimistic giving boyfriend that a girl can have. Sure we have our fights, in fact we had one just last night, but I love him more than anything in the whole wide earth.
Its not everyday that you go online and meet the man of your dreams without knowing it until you meet him a couple weeks later. Yup, thats how it happened folks. A true fairytale (k, now I'm making myself sick). But really, we did meet over the internet, and he is so much funner, and gooder* and better than anyone else I have dated so far.
*Sudden realization #2* (awww sh*t!! We forgot our anniversary AGAIN!! - lets see, thats 1 year and 10 months.)

Anyway, yeah. So my boy just got a new job, he started on Monday, and he's out of the sh*t hole that he was in before. YAY!!!! I'm really hoping that this one works out for him. But being the great, friendly, sweet and considerate guy he is, he should fit right in, that or gain a new girlfriend from the place. (I wouldn't doubt it:) But, this place does sound like a dream. Not only did they issue him a cell phone and laptop, they're basically paying him to finish his MCSE which is AWESOME!! If anyone has ever taken those, they know that they cost a lot of money, especially for a snot nosed kid like Jinje. (did I ever mention how much I'm in love with him? sick huh?) So this whole job is a great opportunity for him. SO happy!! *snoopy-Xander dance*

I did not lie. THis was all about jimje, and now I need to talk about me, so, I'll post another.

:)

What? I'm a woman, were you expecting something simple??


*I know, its not a real word, get over it.

Spy Music

Right now I'm listening to Tito Puente, Minor Moods (Midnight Lament). It totally sounds like the music that you would hear in a cheesy 70's Bond flick. Probably was.

So I went to visit my grandparents with my mom, sister and nieces this past weekend. It was nice, I loved seeing my nieces. They are seriously the cutest little things. One is 3 and the other is 7 months. The 7 month old I was not too keen on, she looked like a gnome, seriously, weird, but she grew on me over the weekend. But to say that leaving them when the weekend was over was hard, would be a lie on my part. Sunday morning, the little thing was screaming her friggin head off. I don't know why. So I was glad to part company, but I find I don't love her any less. I just don't want kids. For a very long time.
The three year old is just the best little thing in the world. She's a pain sometimes, like any three year old is, but so sweet.
The father of the three year old was out to visit my sister, and to make a long pre-story short, my sister left him because she didn't appreciate the broken bone he gave her, and the smacking arounds. But I hear he's found salvation, and is now in a church and all that, yada yada. I don't trust him, but I want my sister to be happy. Its been about 3 years since she left him and a lot can happen I guess, but....anyway, so I guess he'll be quitting his job in the midwest to come out and live in the same area as my sister, and then after they get married, again, they'll be moving out to the midwest again......I hope it works out this time. But if he hurts any one of those girls, there'll be more than just my sister to worry about, he'll have to watch out for me. I will f*cking kick his ass.
In other news, it seems my sister has gotten in touch with our father, and other assorted relatives. *sigh* That makes me sad. I wish her well in that endeavor as well, but she told me that she had given him my phone numbers, and have I heard from him yet?? Nope. But I don't know the man, so, oh well. I hope he is well and life is good for him. He's supposedly living in New York, (very nice), but other than that, I know nothing.

Things are going well at work. I've been looking for jobs for Jace, and he says that he's applied, so I hope he gets something soon. We might be moving at the end of the year, beginning of next year, but I don't know yet.
Things are going well at home. For the most part. The place needs to get cleaned, and I would really like it if I could get up the energy to go work out.....does anyone know if there is anything out there that would help with that? I normally get to sleep around ten, no matter what time I go to bed before then. The time that I normally want to go work out is at 6 so that I can get my shower and show in before I go to work. I've been doing a lot of thinking, and I have come to the conclusion that if I had stayed with my original diet plan, way back when I was working at the place before this one, I would have lost the weight I was looking to lose. dammit.

oh well.

Yours Truly,

The Lady Rosemary

Tuedays Music

Good afternoon.

I think its crazy how popular blogs are. When I started blogging it wasn't as popular as it is now. What is with that? I saw an ad on the yahoo home page for blogs created by famous people, and I was just floored. SOme of these people I had no idea who they were, and then Ms Lucifer, I mean Hilary's picture popped up and I had to laugh. I can't imagine what it would be like to read that womans blog ..... probably a glimpse into the other side. The other, other side.

So, I'm still writing a novel.....its coming along well....I haven't touched it in months. Steven King is my muse. After seeing his movies before reading his books, I thought his books would be cheesy, but I read The Gunslinger a couple of months ago and it was really, really good. And I've been reading his book On Writing and it is very good as well. So for your aspiring authors out there, I suggest this book as a starting point. He is a very well written man, and I love him for it.

I'm officially of age now. I turned 21 on August 8th, to the cheers of.....well..... no one really. It kinda sucked, but birthdays have not been going well this year. Jaysons birthday was worse than mine. Seriously. Nothing went right. I didn't even get him a cake. I suck as a girlfriend, but in all fairness, it wasn't supposed to turn out like it did. He did get cake, it just wasn't with me. He had dinner with his family, with whom I am now, not making such a great effort to hang out with or befriend. For my own reasons. ....*sigh*....

My job is going well. It was a little rocky at first, but its working itself out. We just recently remodeled. So nice, let me just say. Great colors, new coffee table, I am so proud.

Jace is worried that he offended me by inquiring if addictive tendencies ran in my family because I mentioned how much I would like a beer at this moment. lol. Neither of my parents drank around us kids, or drank at all really for that matter, and if they did it was sherry. Which I have never had. Seriously. I didn't start tasting beer or wine until last year, and not much of it then. I do like it, but I'm not going to turn out an alcoholic, and if I do, thats what AA is for. But I don't plan on becoming an alcoholic, nor will I become one on accident or on purpose.
But I know he didn't mean anything offensive. He's not like that. Sometimes I think he's too nice for his own good. For example, he was told he was going to get a raise at the end of last year, they gave him a dollar raise. Now I'm not sure if thats a good raise or not, it would be for me, but I'm just a secretary, but I KNOW for Jace, thats a tinkle in the toilet. And they still haven't given him his raise, but have promised him another....... those people suck. Seriously suck serious balls.

Anyway, I'm still madly in love with Angie, I think she's the most wonderful woman in the world and will defend her to the end. Which I have already had the opportunity to do more than once.
For those of you confused, I'm not homosexual. Jace is my boyfriend, and I am very happy with him. But if I were gay, it would be for Angelina. I've given it much thought, and I would clean her toilets just to be near her. ....that sounds pretty gross, what I mean is that I would be a servant in her household, not cleaning her toilets to be near her poo... thats just gross. I don't want to think about her going poo. I'm sure she does, if she doesn't....there are a few problems with her belly and I know a few brands that could help, but I'm getting off the subject. Wow, now I've thought of something totally new...Brad Pitt going poo......wow.....I wonder if he poo's like Jace...... do all men poo the same? I wonder what kind of air freshner they use.....god, if its anything like Jace I hope its something strong! :) I love Jace, but...... thats just sewage!

Okay no more poo!

"I'm gonna turn you into poo!" (- Chris, Family Guy) One of Jace's favorite lines.

anywhooo......I've got to get back to work. ho hum.

Yours Truly,

The Lady Rosemary